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In the End, Everything Gives

Ada Limón

 

What is above us?

    The bleary algorithm of patterns, leaves,

        towering history of law and lore?

 

Outside the gates, the chaotic hush of flesh

    and bone, a kind of clamoring, cannon fire,

        or a brass band, a choir of tree limbs asking:

 

What have we made? Who holds you?

 

Where resides our genius? Our courageousness of action,

    name the glory, rename the glory, pin it down

        in a book of legacies, ink, and stone.

 

There is a word that returns to me: Realm. 

    Someone on a train shrugs cartoonish,  

    “What gives?” And the answer: Everything.

 

Everything gives way, the shorelines, the house decaying 

    and becoming shrub and moss and haunt, the body

        that gives and gives until it cannot give anymore.

 

When sleepless as a child, my mother would draw my face,

    not with charcoal or oil paints, but with her fingers

        simply circling my features. Here are your eyes.

 

Here are your eyebrows, your nose, your mouth, your chin, 

    and your whole face, round and round, this is you.

 

This was when I understood boundaries, that she could

    see my shapes, and I was made of circles and she

        was made of circles. All of us modest etchings

 

in the landscape, a fingernail dug into the side of a tree,

    little winces, let me count the ways, let me count the days,

        all the circles of us end eventually. 

 

The light is its own story. When there is a hole in a roof,

    what is the roof, the roof or the sky itself? Maybe that’s

        the real story, neither one belonging to each other.

 

There is a word that returns again: Realm. 

 

I sat by a train window and traced my palm when I missed

    my mother. I was giving myself a circle, this is your palm,

        a circle which is also nature, a strangeness that is you.

 

What is grandeur? Who is keeping score?

 

I believe in the circle, in light that surprises me, when I can

    believe nothing. The palm reaching out is a gesture, 

        a boundary, a circle one could slip through, or something

you could hold and in turn it could hold you back.

 

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We look down onto nine gray stone domes that melt into each other in the space of a patio enclosed with a pink marble wall opposite floor-to-ceiling windows. Each dome is nearly as tall as the ceiling over the windows, and each is made of stacked pieces of slate. At the top center of each dome is a collar of gray slate to create a pupil-like opening. The stone collar creating the openings is lighter gray around the ink-black centers, which are the shaded interiors of the domes. The domes meld and stack like a handful of bubbles.

Andy Goldsworthy, Roof, 2004-2005, Buckingham Virginia slate, Patrons' Permanent Fund, 2005.86.1

Ada Limón

24th Poet Laureate of the United States

August 25, 2023